A Sad Announcement

I've been thinking very long and hard about this for a while now, and I've felt very conflicted. I still feel conflicted, like it isn't what I should be doing, but there comes a time when everyone must choose one thing over another.

I've been majorly slacking in blogging lately. You all know this, and I know those who were my blog stalkers from the beginning have missed me. I miss you all too. I started this blog because I had a lot of down-time on my hands, and I needed something to keep me from going insane. And when I started my job, blogging became less and less. I tried really hard to write for you all as much as I could, and I felt bad when I wasn't around to talk to you all on Twitter and online.

In the month of January, I posted six entries. Six. Coming from one-hundred and twenty-six in October and one-hundred and twenty-two in November, six entries is pretty pathetic. I tried getting better during the month of March, but still ...

I've lost my touch. Things I write aren't funny anymore. That "TKPA" style you all loved a few months ago is gone, and I've just felt like I'm writing the same things over and over again with each and every post. I look back on what I've written in the past and laugh, and I can see why you all welcomed me and loved me so quickly, why you love this blog. And when I read things that I've come up with lately ...

Well, they suck. They suck majorly. And I am not happy with anything I write when I feel it sucks. But I don't know what else I can do or say in order to make it better, because I cannot shake off the feeling that I am being repetitive.

Yes, G-Dragon owns my soul. Yes, Joon has amazing abs. Yes, T.O.P has the perfect smolder stare.

It's all the same, it's all boring to me now.

While I still love K-Pop, I just can't seem to love it as much as I used to. I don't go on any news sites anymore. I don't watch video after video of these idols. I don't get all excited for trending topics or music video releases anymore. It's just all so ... blah.

Because I feel this way, because I have felt this way for a while now, I am really sad to say that I cannot continue to blog anymore. It just isn't the same for me, and you all deserve the most wickedly dirty posts imaginable.

But I cannot give you those posts.

I'm sorry. I hope one day that my K-Pop spark will return and I can find insanely dirty things to write about again, a new and fresh perspective on these male idols. Until then, though ... this is the end of TKPA.

I love you all. You've been so wonderful and supportive and I will miss you. Thank you all for always reading and commenting, for sending me pictures and videos, for participating in the blog contests and for the Cervix Punchers. I will keep my Twitter to talk to you all occasionally and fan girl with you, though.

I really am sorry.

I know some might think this is an attempt at an April Fool's joke ... but would I do that to you all?

[EDIT 4/2/10]The answer is Y-E-S. I would do that to you all. C'mon, like I could ever walk away from perversion for the masses? Like I could ever abandon you all just like that? While I do mean what I wrote, I am feeling repetitive, I know that this is a little rough patch (aka writer's block) that I will eventually get over. I will never walk away from this blog unless it is absolutely necessary. So, for those of you who were a bit skeptical, good job! For those who took me serious ... I'm glad that you love me enough to not want me to go. And for those who commented saying you've recently started reading the blog, leave more comments!!

Oh, and also ... don't hate me. It's April Fool's Day. At least I didn't tell you that G-Dragon is gay. That is one joke I will never see the humor in.

xox

The K-Pop Addict